I came across a video on youtube called “Prophetic Soaking, Beauty in the Waiting" and before I even clicked on it, the image of a waiting room came to mind. I began to think about how when you’re sitting in a waiting room you typically don’t know how long you will have to wait. You might have an expectation of how long your wait should be, but the reality is that it is not up to you when your wait is actually going to be over. What you do have control over however, is what you choose to do while you’re waiting…Can I be honest? In the waiting room that came to mind when I saw the title of the song, I was the one sitting in it. God began to show me how I’ve been in this waiting room for some time and some of the choices that I’ve made while sitting in this waiting room is to get frustrated, discouraged, doubtful, consumed by fear, focusing on the resources that I lack instead of who God is…I said I was going to be honest so I’m just going to spill my tea and if it happens to pour into your cup, just go ahead and add two lemons and sip it too.
I get it; I get that it can be difficult to have this vision of what you’re going to do, yet not be in the season where it is coming to past. I get that it can be difficult to have a passion for something and have a desire to do certain things, yet you don’t have the resources, finances, or whatever else to go after those things. I get that it can be difficult to be patient when you don’t know when the wait will be over. I get that it can be difficult to feel like things are moving yet also feel like things are standing still all at the same time. I get that it can be difficult to see other people being called from the waiting room yet you’re still there…waiting.
I get that it can be difficult to struggle with wanting to trust God’s timing but at the same time wanting to escape your current season faster than some men try to escape the friend zone. I get it…
Just in case you haven’t caught on by now, the waiting room is the season of your life that you have been in for however long. It’s that season that you’ve been expecting God to do something and you’re waiting for His response. It’s that season where you really don’t have a clue what’s next but you’re waiting for Him to give you some type of direction. It’s that season that has been difficult and it seems like you’re never going to come out of it because this is how it’s been for so long and you’re just at a point where you’re tired. Your soul feels tired because you feel like you can barely keep your head above water. It’s that season where you feel tapped out and it feels like you have nothing left to give and you so desperately need things to change. It’s that season where things feel dry; money is dried up, relationships dried up, everything is dried up and you feel by yourself. It’s that season where everyone is in a relationship, getting engaged, getting married, and you feel like you’re living for God and trying do it right yet you are single as a dollar bill with no prospects in sight. It’s that season where things seem so hectic that you question, God am I in Your will because this just can’t be right. In the midst of all this, you’re waiting and just like with any other waiting room, you don’t know how long your wait will have to be and you have no control over when your wait will come to an end.
The one thing that you do have control over is what you do while you’re waiting. So I have to ask you, what are you doing while you’re in your spiritual waiting room? Have you found yourself frustrated, complaining, discouraged, angry? It’s okay to be real with yourself because when you acknowledge the real, God can deal with that. He can handle your stuff and all that comes with it but what we’ve gotten good at nowadays is masking the “stuff” with fluff and pretending that we’re so content and trusting God. Some of us have become so good at pretending that we’ve deceived ourselves into believing this false state of contentment…
You have to realize that there’s a beauty in having a real, honest, and broken conversation with God. It’s in this time that He’s able to show you what the waiting room has revealed about you. It also allows Him to show you that there’s purpose in you being in the waiting room and that it is not in vain. Isaiah 40:31 tells us, “but they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk and not faint” (KJV). Let’s first point out the fact that the word shall is mentioned four times in this scripture to reference what the result is of those that wait on the Lord. Shall is a definite term; this isn’t a maybe, might be, could be type of situation. Shall means that there is something on the other side of your wait aka your waiting is not in vain! Don’t allow the wait to cause you to lose sight of the bigger picture and what God has on the other side of your waiting.
Secondly, let’s focus on this part about “shall renew their strength.” The Holy Spirit nicely wrecked me, titanic style, with this revelation; you find yourself getting frustrated in the waiting room because you’re focused on what you feel like you’re lacking and you fail to see that you perceive it as a lack because you’re trying to attain it in your own strength and not the Lord’s…yeah go ahead and take a moment of silence for that. Little miss independent over here, struggles with self sufficiency and it’s moments like this that the Lord has to remind me that I don’t have to depend on myself to figure everything out. Sometimes the lesson in the waiting room is to teach us how to truly be dependent on God and break that guard of self sufficiency. It’s so easy to fall into the trap of wanting to control every single aspect of your life and do this or do that all by yourself but what good is it if you reach your goal only to look back and realize that you completely left God out of the equation?
Lastly, the scripture tells us that we won’t get weary nor faint. Doesn’t this sound familiar? No? Well go with me to Galatians 6:9 right quick: “and let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not” (KJV). Perhaps you’re in the waiting room because the timing is just not right now and that's perfectly okay. I know it's a tough pill to swallow but look at it from another point of view. Perhaps, you’re in the waiting room because God is trying to protect you from operating out of season. Instead of setting you up for failure, He’s allowing you to remain in a place that will help to build your endurance and perseverance so that when the wait is over, you’re able and prepared to handle the things to come. Don't allow the fact that you aren't where you want to be to right now to make you lose sight of the reality that you just might not be as ready as you think that you are. God knows when you're ready and in due season He will open that door so in the meantime stop trying to kick down doors that aren't opened yet.
Don't get weary in this waiting room season. I know it's not always easy but there's purpose in it and no matter how long you've been waiting, it's a temporary season. Don't lose sight of that to the extent that it leads you to miss the work that God desires to do in you in this season. Seasons do change but it's not up to you when they change. You don't have the ability to change God's timing but you do have the ability to choose how you will respond in those seasons. Don't allow your go through in these times to make you miss how God is trying to grow you through the very same situation that you are trying to get out of.